Tuesday, January 30, 2007

The Lord Knows

It's so amazing to me how the Lord encourages me at just the time I need it the most. I had been feeling so burned out at work and life. As I mentioned in the previous post, one of my friends from a small group really cheered me up. My apartmentmate, Sarah, also shared her thoughts and those of a friend on how love can be painful, especially when you love and seem to get nothing in return. Someone else from the small group shared how Much Afraid, in Hinds' Feet on High Places had two traveling companions for the beginning of her journey to the high places, Sorrow and Suffering. While they may seem unpleasant, they were actually there to help her on you way, to help her climb higher.

The time yesterday praying with one of my patients was very uplifting, even though he was in the middle of extreme pain. Yesterday evening, I was so blessed by Psalms 24 and 25.

Pslam 25

4Make me to know your ways,
O Lord;
teach me your paths.
5 Lead me in your truth and
teach me,
for you are the God of my salvation;
for you I wait all the day long.
10 All the paths of the Lord are
steadfast love and
faithfulness,
for those who keep his covenant
and his testimonies.
16 Turn to me and be gracious to me,
for I am lonely and afflicted.
17 The troubles of my heart are
enlarged;
bring me out of my distresses.
Sometimes it seems like all of our love and care accomplishes nothing. Some days I feel like I am just accomplishing a set of tasks. There are other days that I am able to provide very good nursing care. Back in December, I had such fun with an elderly gentleman and his wife. They had so many questions, and I was able to help them find the answers. They were farmers, and we had quite the farm conversations. The man, my patient, even asked me how long Daddy's combine header is. Sorry, Daddy, but I didn't know! Rarely do I exchange contact information with patients, but I really regretted that I didn't with these people. Today, a lady came around the corner and asked for an Amy Harris. I happened to be right there. She had a card, a package, and two hugs for me! The card was so sweat, and in it was a business card with their contact information and an invitation for me to stay at their house any time! The package was a basket full of Bath & body Works products! What could make my day more special! We do make a difference, friends. Many times we may never have the opportunity to know, but every once in a while, God knows we need some encouragement. Be steadfast. Keep loving and caring, even when it's hard.
The patients that are often the hardest to get to leave the hospital are those who don't want to, and those who don't want to often have no place to go or no one to care for them. I have had a few such patients recently. One was homeless and had been living with one "friend" after another, but he felt sure that none of them would be willing to care for him. On my drive to Ben and Tandalee's last week, I went through everyone I could think of and thanked God for each one. Some I counted twice! Then I thought of who would be willing to take care of me if I needed help. Wow! Did I ever feel blessed! You think about it!

Monday, January 29, 2007

Snow Times

Last week I visited Ben and Tandalee in Illinois...


There was snow on the ground all of the way. Once it snowed here a few weeks ago, it has stayed white because it is so cold. It snowed again today.

I did go skiing for the first time, and did I get sore! We spent about 8 hours at the ski place and had a wonderful time in the outdoors. It was so nice to feel far removed from the hospital and just be outside.


I've been a little burned out with work lately. It seems to be particularly hard when I work several consecutive days, because I have some of the same patients several days in a row. Sometimes I just want a change. However, a friend of mine from a small group that has been a nurse for 28 years gave me some words of encouragement. I can get so caught up in doing everything right and on time that I forget to take advantage of all of those special moments. Today I had a special moment praying with a patient who is afraid to die. Praying with patients is something that I don't offer to do often enough.

Words of wisdom: if you get drunk bad things can happen...really bad. We have had several alcohol related accidents, three of which were falls, that are rather dumb but very serious!
"A man sees in the world what he carries in his heart."
~Johann Wolfgang Van Gothe

Thursday, January 18, 2007

Silver Lake

Yesterday I went walking with a couple of friends, Katie and Maurita, three if you count London, the yellow lab! We went to Silver Lake, which turned out to be more like goose lake. I took several photos, but they were not free, because my fingers nearly froze from being out of my gloves in the wind.










The day before, Sarah and I went for a walk in the snow. I've been enjoying my new, warm coat and gloves!

Saturday, January 13, 2007

Help!

I'm looking for suggestions. What kind of job would allow me to travel all over the world working with people and learning about plants, animals, geology, and anthropology? I just had the best evening in a long time looking through 1001 Natural Wonders You Must See Before You Die by Michael Bright and talking about travel with a friend. Yes, I love nursing--it gives me a chance to interview people about their lives--but I like lots of other stuff too. Sigh...

PS I really do want YOUR suggestions! The wilder and more exotic the better! Names, organizations, people you know that have found a way and what they did...

Thursday, January 11, 2007

Time

Wouldn't it be interesting if we could go back in time to an era when the concept of time was different? There was a time, believe it or not, when there were no beeping alarm clocks or watches. How did people do shift work, such as those who watched for enemies during the night from the city walls? When it was time for the next person to take over, did he just spontaneously wake up and show up at work? Did people with jobs just wake up at the right time when the city started to become active so they could go start work? How did they know when to go home, when to have meals prepared, when to go out and farm? After a particularly fatiguing day, did they sometimes sleep too long? Did they plan to meet someone when the sun was overhead or at the evening meal? Imagine what kind of chaos would ensue if we proclaimed a national day of timelessness--no watches, alarm clocks, computer clocks, cell phone clocks, car clocks, or sundials allowed. Well, I guess that's not possible, so just count how many times you look at a time machine in a 24 hours period. Wait, that's not possible either.

Well, my watch is ticking and my alarm clock is set...

Sunday, January 07, 2007

The Challenge

The challenge: think of something for which I am thankful AND write it down every day.

On paper, I would look like the most blessed person with a life as near perfect as is possible. I have gotten nearly everything I could want in life: my family, friends, degree, job, residence, salvation. What more could I want? Why then am I not more thankful? Why do I complain in my heart under a façade of happiness? I've often pursued challenge and hard work, but deep down, I want a comfortable life. That's not the right focus, because an easy life doesn't lead to growth or happiness.

I just had a most thought provoking talk with a friend who encouraged me to write down special experiences. By thinking about and writing them down, my focus might turn more towards God and others than self. It's easy to think of the big things mentioned above, but what about the many small joys God drops in my lap each day? It might just be a look from a patient, a kind word from a coworker, the encouragment of a companion, a ray of sunshine. Pick up a pen and paper and write it down. It will do me good to review these from time to time and continue to find purpose in everyday life. I know this sounds very Pollyannaish, but Pollyanna had some things right!

Friday, January 05, 2007

Fun Times

Entering into an icy Texas panhandle... It was great to fly away from Rochester for a break with my family.

The girls and I had quite a time taking rides...and dumps...in the cart! I haven't laughed so hard in ages. Someone may protest some of the photos posted here, but you must agree there are some prize expressions!

My time there was so short, but I got to see my parents and all of my grandparents and siblings at one time or another. The long time traveling provided reading, visiting, and sleeping oportunities. I finished What's So Amazing about Grace and read a book by a flight nurse. While home, I got to do things like play the flute with Anna, Guess Who with Angela, chat and go on walks with everyone, and enjoy the feel of wind and the site of tumble weeds, sand colored grass, endless blue sky, and real sunshine!
The Texas Panhandle Song
The wind is blowing right along,
It’s the Texas Panhandle song.
While the wind jiggles the door latch,
The tumble weeds whirl and catch.
When I look through the window glass,
I see it bend and wave the grass.
It is blowing the clouds away
So the warm sun can shine today.
It blows the fall leaves off a tree.
When I go out it blows on me.
The wind's still blowing right along,
It's the Texas Panhandle song.
~Amy

Friday, December 29, 2006

Bittersweet

Saying goodbye to patients can be bittersweet. The last several days I have had the same patients. Two of them have been in the hospital for months, but I got to work on discharge issues for each of them and even see one off to rehab. The one I discharged today was the main contributer to one of my worst days at work a couple of months ago. The last few days have been a pleasure working with him. The other gave me a hug yesterday once I got home health care set up. But the one I really want to tell about is another. He has been here for a few days, and I have been his nurse for the morning shift every single one of those days. Today, when I told him goodbye, he kept getting teary eyed. It's rewarding but also sad when my patients get so attached. That has happened with several patients lately.

Saturday, December 23, 2006

Working

Working around the holiday is interesting. On Friday, I ended up working four hours on a trauma orthopedics floor and four hours in pediatrics. It made for a busy but fun day as I worked somewhere other than my floor for the first time. Today was busy with patient care and teaching along with new doctor orders all of the time.

I keep laughing every time I think of one couple. Teaching the husband to do the dressing change on his wife was hilarious! Knowing that he had chronic obstructive pulmonary disease like his wife, I was expecting someone feeble and on oxygen. Instead, I was greated by an energetic roll your sleeves up and dive in sort of man! The biggest problem we had with the dressing change was when he cracked his wife up laughing and we had to stop until she recovered. By the way, that was not a bad problem, because it was a painful procedure. Then, in the end, I got to have a demonstration of how he can growl! After the dressing change, he asked me if I would consider going into teaching. Things like this make me happy:)

It is a bit hard to know that all of my family is home without me right now. Yesterday they met with Mama's side of the family and today was with Daddy's family. Three of my cousins are there with babies that I have yet to meet. At the same time, the opportunity to spend it with the people who are in the hospital is a blessing, because most of them want to be there less than I do. Knowing that I will get to fly home, Lord willing, in less than a week sure helps!!!

"A man sees in the world what he carries in his heart." ~Johann Wolfgang Van Gothe

Saturday, December 16, 2006

Blessed

I feel like the most blessed person in the whole, wide world! The last few days have just been packed with wonderful visits with special people! So many people care! To top it all off, I got to visit a couple of senior citizens yesterday and today. I tell you, if you want to be blessed, go visit elderly people who are lonely! It will bless you more than it can possibly bless them!

Thursday, December 14, 2006

Forgiveness

"Not to forgive imprisons me in the past." ~Philip Yancey

"He who cannot forgive another breaks the bridge over which he must pass himself." ~George Herbert
I am slowly working through Philip Yancey's book What's So Amazing about Grace. So many points in this book have hit home with me, but he does a particularly excellent job addressing the issue of forgiveness as it relates to interpersonal and even international issues. The problem with forgiveness is that it is unfair. If you have been wronged shouldn't the perpetrator have to pay? That is how the cycle of ungrace, grudges, and revenge begins. Yancey points out a jamlog between grace and justice. Doesn't reason say that only justice is right? Guardini says: "As long as you are tangled in wrong and revenge, blow and counterblow, aggression and defense, you will be constantly drawn into fresh wrong...only forgiveness frees us from the injustice of others." I've seen this happen in simple fun things like pillow fights. One person starts it, the other pows back to get even, but the blow was either not hard enough or too hard to call it equal, so the fight continues. Who can ever say at what point it is actually even? The same is the case in tribal and international conflicts. Countries or races nurture grudges from centuries ago up through the current fresh injuries and the conflict is perpetuated generation to generation.

Yancey explains, "The strongest argument in favor of grace is the alternative, a world of ungrace. The strongest argument for forgiveness is the alternative, a permanent state of unforgiveness." To strengthen his point, Yancey points out examples of grace and ungrace from bombings to the Holocaust and individual and national responses. It all comes back to the quote at the beginning of this post: "Not to forgive imprisons me in the past." ~Philip Yancey
So many people are stuck in the past nurturing grievances such as abuse that can never be undone or the murder of loved ones that cannot be brought back to life. Forgiveness does not justify sin, but it frees the wronged to move forward and break the chain of ungrace and vengence. Forgiveness may not be easy and it may not be instant, but it marks the beginning of recovery from wrong. It frees the forgiver to move forward. It helps lift the burden of guilt from the forgiven. When you think an atrocity is too big to be forgiven, remember that Jesus asked his Father to forgive His crusifiers. Remember the parable of the unforgiving servant in Matthew 18: 21-35. In order for us to receive God's forgiveness, it is important that we forgive each other. "Forgive us our debts, as we also have forgiven our debtors...For if you forgive others their trespasses, your heavenly Father will also forgive you, but if you do not forgive others their trespasses, neither will your Father forgive your trespasses." Matthew 6:12, 14-15
We already know what a world of ungrace looks like. Yancey reminds of Ghandi's observation that the world would go blind if we follow the "eye for an eye" rule. I think the world's already largely blinded. What would it look like if we add a little grace and forgiveness? What would it look like for you to forgive those whose wrongs you nurture? Will you strive to break the cycle of ungrace in your own life and your family?

Aware

Perhaps one of the things I love most about photography is that is helps me discover the world around me. So many things about it parallel life. It's all about lighting, distance, what is included or excluded, which part is in focus, perspective. It's about seeking, discovering, and capturing beauty. Sometimes the simplest, everyday subjects make the best photos. How you see each day depends on how you look at it.

Become a child again. Open your eyes to fresh, new discoveries. Never cease to wonder and be amazed. Walk off the trail. Crawl through underbrush. Stand awed at the power of the wind in the treetops.Use your senses. Listen, smell, see, feel. Become aware of your surroundings. Don't get so caught up in yourself that you fail to discover the world around you. Incorporate some adventure into your life!
"How much larger your life would be if your self could become smaller in it; if you could really look at other men with common curiosity and pleasure." ~Chesterton

Monday, December 11, 2006

My Little Brother

I have a wonderful
"little" brother! One of my earliest memories includes the fact that Daniel was too little to do something that I, a big girl, was able to do. Well, that didn't last too long. He tries to let me keep my place as older sister, but I've found myself needing his expertise more than once! It was hard to know what he would do when he grew up, because he was always great with things like cattle, horses, and woodworking; he loved the outdoors and anything related to old time farm life.
He knows how to tie knots!
Late in high school, he became interested in the unlikely profession of healthcare! Far from what I would have expected from him, he took to EMT things and then nursing. It has been so much fun sharing stories, knowledge, and experiences with Daniel over these last few years as he we have both studied nursing. His love for the Lord, skill at working with people, competence, and enthusiasm for what he does are what make him one of the best!

Daniel, I can't believe that you just finished your last nursing final and are ready to graduate!

Saturday, December 09, 2006

Everyday News

Are you tired of hearing only what is going wrong in the world? Are you frustrated with our news media? YOU need to hear Everyday News!

http://www.visionforum.com/hottopics/multimedia/enn/2006/12/1969.aspx

Monday, December 04, 2006

Thanksgiving Forward

Our WHOLE family, 10 total, met this year in Macomb, Illinois, at Ben and Tandalee's apartment for Thanksgiving. What may have been quite an in-law experience for Tandalee, with 8 extra hungry mouths to feed and 6 extra full beds, couches, and blow-up mattresses, was a good time for the rest of us:) We had some very nice meals and time to just relax and visit. The weather was sunny and gorgeous, so we got in some Frisbee throwing and walks. I got to spend nearly a week there enjoying family and reading books.
My week to rest, visit, and just think was broken harshly by my first days of work when I returned to Rochester. Those first two days in particular were full of new doctors' orders, constant patient needs and complications, extensive coordination, a constantly beeping pager, and phone calls to prepare patients for discharge and transfer. I failed to take a break those first two days, and an unexpected encounter in the hall resulted in person breaking a bone. It was not directly anyone's fault, but I felt indirectly responsible and was the only witness, so I had to report what happened to security. Yesterday, I was able to visit with the person, who does not blame me and is able to laugh about it all inspite of being in the hospital.

The last couple of days carried an interesting twist as well. Yesterday I had a patient adamantly request another nurse. The day before, I was a good nurse, though the patient was crabby. I was dreading having this patient again, but kept telling myself that just one patient like that should not be able to ruin my day or control me. Well, I saw the spouse in the hall, who wanted me to come in and say "Hi." The patient didn't remember me right away, then it dawned; I was that horrible, incompetent, in-your-face nurse from the day before. From that moment on, it was impossible to regain my reputation. Anything I did or said was wrong. My best plan of action was to get other nurses to help me as much as possible and keep my mouth tightly shut. You know, it's rather hard to care for a patient who constantly gives you the hate stare and snaps at you occasionally, making a point to complement the care of the other nurses. One bright spot is that the spouse kept hugging me and telling me not to take it hard. I just feel sorry for what that spouse goes through day in day out. Finally, at 7pm, I was able to take another patient and give mine away.

Over the last couple of weeks, I feel like I have learned a lot through my difficult experiences. I'm beginning to feel much more competent and confident. I came home laughing about it all yesterday. Give me all kinds of tubes and wounds, and I'm ready to take them on!

Thursday, November 30, 2006

The Story Behind the Shawl

Just before going on the world religions tour in Chicago, my path crossed with a Muslim woman here in Rochester. She was very open about her life as a Somalian refugee and Muslim, so we talked a lot a couple of different days. The second day, I asked her where I might find a scarf to cover my head because I needed one for the Sikh place on the tour. She said that she had many and would give me one. I insisted that she need not, so she told me where to buy them. Before I left, she said that she really wanted to give me one. So a few days later, I found myself in her bedroom in her apartment going through shawls. She taught me how to put it on the way the Somalian women do. We sat and talked again as I learned more about her life and faith.

Starting out talking to her, I knew very little about Islam. It was so interesting getting to hear about it from a woman who grew up in it and went to Islamic school for four years in Somalia and memorized the Koran one and a half times. Through that, the world religion tour, and reading part of a book called Voices Behind the Veil, I feel like I know a bit more about my Muslim neighbors. I am still reading and learning, but I won't launch into everything I have learned, or this post would be longer than the world religion one:)

After the world religion tour, the biggest thing that stuck out to me between all religions and Christianity is the concept of grace, which is through Jesus Christ. I have just started reading a wonderful book, What's So Amazing about Grace by Philip Yancey that Ben loaned me. The other place I am reading about grace is the Bible. It's amazing! Truly humbling.

Sunday, November 26, 2006

Come Thou Fount of Every Blessing

Come, Thou Fount of every blessing
Tune my heart to sing Thy grace;
Streams of mercy, never ceasing,
Call for songs of loudest praise.
Teach me ever to adore Thee;
May I still Thy goodness prove;
While the hope of endless glory
Fills my heart with joy and love.
Here I raise my Ebenezer;
Hither by Thy help I'm come;
And I hope, by Thy good pleasure,
Safely to arrive at home.
Jesus sought me when a stranger,
Wandering from the fold of God;
He, to rescue me from danger,
Interposed His precious blood.
O to grace how great a debtor
Daily I'm constrained to be!
Let thy goodness, like a fetter,
Bind my wandering heart to Thee:
Never let me wander from Thee,
Never leave the God I love;
Here's my heart, O take and seal it,
Seal it for Thy courts above.

Tuesday, November 14, 2006

World Religions


On Friday and Saturday, I had the opportunity to join a world religions tour in Chicago. There was a group of around 90 of us, with most being from a class at Harding University, where my roommate, Sarah, went to school. Through learning about a variety of faiths, my faith in Jesus Christ has been both challenged and strengthened in ways it never has before! At most places, we got to observe a service, hear from a sincere believer about the faith, and ask questions. At every place we felt very welcomed. Many of the people seemed to appreciate the fact that we were coming to the source to learn about their beliefs. I have some photos to share, but there were many places that it just didn't seem appropriate to take pictures.

Thursday, November 9th

Sarah and I drove to Madison, Wisconsin, to spend the night with Sarah's friend, Julee, before the three of us left for Chicago early Friday morning.

Friday, November 10th

The Baha'i House of Worship www.bahaitemple.org

The Bahai believe in progressive revelation through divine Messengers such as Abraham, Moses, Krishna, Buddha, Zoroaster, Christ, and Muhammad. Each Messenger was relevant to his time in history, but Baha'u'llah is the Promised One for our time. The Bahai faith is tolerant of all religions, because they are all one and lead to the same God. The temple depicts this through its 9 sides entrances all pointing upward in the same direction. Since 9 is the largest single digit number, it represents completeness or fulfillment. The problem with Christianity is that it is fixated on one prophet, Jesus. There are multiple paths to heaven, and each person is judged according to his/her works. The house of worship is a place to enter into to pray or worship in silence, though there is sometimes reading of scriptures or singing.

Islamic Center of Elston http://www.iiie.net/

Upon entering the Islamic Center, we took our shoes off and sat on the floor in the back of a large room with rugs covering the floor. At the beginning, there were probably around 100-200 men there. Each would come in, bow half way, straighten up, then bow low with nose to the ground. Even after the service began, men continued to stream in until they had to stop and ask people to move closer together towards the front of the room. By the end, there were 500-600 men and boys in the room. In the back corner with sheets to separate, there were probably 40-50 women dressed in traditional dresses. Their head were covered with faces exposed. Some of the men were dressed in jeans and shirts, while others wore more traditional clothing and shirts, including some white robes and black jackets. Towards the beginning, there was a wailing song that a man sang. Then there was short serman to encourage all to be better Muslims. The primary belief in Islam seems to be the belief in one God. Muhammad is the last and greatest prophet, to whom God revealed the Qur'an. They believe in angels, judgment day, heaven and hell, and resurection. The message that day was largely about increasing Iman, or faith, in order not simply to be a Muslim, but to be the best Muslim you can be. At the end, there was more bowing, but it was done by all at the same time. There were some verbal responses as a group, then at the end some chanting/singing. There was an obvious sense of community in that group as men greated each other with a hug or other expression of good will. One of the reasons to be a good Muslim is to deserve Allah's forgiveness, grace, and mercy. Jesus is seen as a prophet, but not as divine.

Soka Gakkai International (Sect of Buddhism) http://www.sgi-usa.org/

At the front of the room is an object of worship, of which there is a smaller version in every home. We were not allowed to take photos when the doors of the object of worship were open, but inside were letters in other languages which were pronounced "Nam-myoho-renge-hyo" over and over again for the chant/prayer. Nam=devotion, myoho=mystic law, renge=lotus-the simultanaity of cause and effect, kyo=sutra-truth expressed through ones voice. According to this sect of Buddhism, there is no right or wrong and therefore not guilt. Buddahood is achieved my doing good. Chanting the prayers is done at least two times each day for varying lengths of time, but the chanting broadens thought. Enlightenment is desired, but the important thing is the present, not the past and how the world came to be or the future and the possibility of heaven or the end of the world. The focus is now. Peace and personal happiness are the goals of chanting. There is a bell that is rung periodically during the prayer to honor the dead. They believe in rebirth as humans, which is not to be confused with reincarnation, in which people may come back in varying forms of life. The purpose of this kind of Buddhism is not to answer for how everything is in life, therefore it was hard to get clear or logical answers for the many questions we ask. People meet together not only for prayers, but for music and social programs. Buddhism seems to be very tolerant of other religions.

Sharing and Motel

We had some time off Friday evening to explore Miracle Mile, but it was very windy and raining. My little group ate at The Cheesecake Factory below the John Hancock building, but the weather was not conducive to much more exploration. Later in the evening, we returned to the International Conference Center where the majority of the group was staying. There we spent some time just singing to the Lord, sharing thoughts, and reading Bible verses. Then Sarah, Julee and I left to find our motel, which was quite an adventure in itself. Without sharing the details, we arived there around 1:20am, by which time one of us was feeling like throwing up and I was laughing until I cried. Needless to say, we slept well though our sleep was short.

Saturday, November 11th
Congregation Rodfei Zedek (Conservative Jewish group) Shabbat (Sabbath) Synagogue http://www.rodfei.org/

Because it was the Sabbath, no photography or taking notes was allowed. I had a hard time staying awake and alert for the three hour service for a couple of reasons, one being lack of sleep and the other being that most of it was in Hebrew. There were several things about this service that were unique, however. The one that stuck out to me the most was the reverence and admiration shown to the Torah, a scroll containing Genesis, Exodus, Leviticus, Numbers, and Deuteronomy in Hebrew. Taking it out of the ark and putting it back was cermonious as whoever was carrying it took it into the congregation where people crowded around with eyes shining to touch it or kiss the part of their garments that touched it. Throughout the service, the Torah was read in Hebrew in a sort of chant/song by several different people from the congregation, both men and women, young and old. (Allowing women to read in a conservative service is controversial). Between readings, there were various Hebrew scriptures and songs that were chanted/sung by either a leader or a leader and the congregation. The rabbi spoke in English some throughout the service. Every man, including those in our group, wore a skullcap/yarmulke/kipah. Most of the women wore a bit of lace pinned in their hair. Something else that was unique was the baby naming ceremony for a coupe and their baby. The whole congregation clapped in sinc after the naming. There seemed to be a sense of community and pride in the herritage and tradition these people shared.
Shri Swaminarayan Mandir (Hindu Temple) www.balaji.org

Visiting the Hindu temple evoked strong emotions in many of us. A few of us commented that is made us want to cry to see people so caught up trying to please their gods in order to receive more carma. Seeing the prophets and people trying to please these gods reminded me of Elijah and the prophets of Baal. One of the priests spoke to us a little about Hinduism, but he was difficult to understand. The priests go through some kind of purification in order to enter into the holy area around the images of gods. They performed ceremonies such as a wedding for one of the gods. There were offerings of fruit and money as well as ceremonies to please the gods. In one corner on the floor a young man and woman participated in a ceremony with a priest. Another priest was performing some kind of ceremony with a couple for their son before he turned one. We were not allowed to take photos inside the building, but you can see the elaborate flower-laden gods and the priests dressed in white by going to the website above this section.

Willow Creek Community Church http://www.willowcreek.org/

Stopping at Willow Creek, an interdenominational church that boasts around 20,000 attendees each week, was a change from the other places we had been. As is the trend in Christian churches today, there was a band leading loud music complete with lights and projection onto wide video screens. Props facilitate anouncements and the message of the serman. Bill Hybels started the church around 1975 with the purpose of attracting the unchurched and those uncomfortable with traditional churches in the suburban Chicago area. There is a coffee shop that is open during the service, as well as a food court where one may purchase food before the service then eat while watching the proceedings on a large screen. Up stairs there is a book store and a small library. Childrens programs flourish downstairs. The central area outside of the auditorium boasts an escalator and a water fountain. The church puts emphasis on its large food pantry ministry as well as appealing to "seekers" who may be uncomfortable in some churches but are seeking answers to an empty life. Side note: I left my Bible there in the restroom and had to call and have it shipped to me:)


The Sikh place of worship is called the Gurudwara, where the Sikh holy book is kept. As the site (http://www.srschicago.com/) for this Gurudwara describes the religion, "Based on the belief in One God, the Sikh religion recognizes the equality of all human beings, and is marked by rejection of idolatry, ritualism, caste and ascetism." This kind of belief was quite radial compared to the religions and practices in India and Pakistan, where it originated. Sikhism is the 5th largest religion in the world, with most of its adherents living in the state of Punjab, India. One of the marks of its rejection of caste is the way Sikhs eat together with everyone on the same level. In fact, they served us one of their delicious vegetarian meals while we were there! The religion began with Guru Nanak and was expanded by 9 successive gurus. The 10th guru said that from that time on, the guru would be the holy scriptures, Guru Granth Sahib, a collection of various writings. While Sikhs insist that they worship only the one God, they show very high respect to the book, treating it as though it were a living, breathing Guru. In its presence, heads must be covered, backs must never be turned to it, shoes must be off, and feet should not point in its direction. Someone may sit and fan it to keep flies and dust away. In addition, it is place in a special bed at night and then taken out again in the morning. The goal of a Sikh (disciple/learner) is spiritual union with God.

More Thoughts

It was so hard to know how to write this, because there is so much more! I tried to keep it to some of the highlights and make it more of a description of the things we saw and did, though some of my reactions and thoughts managed to filter in. More personal thoughts and the impression this trip made may surface later. To put it in a nutshell, though, I have a different understanding of Christianity. Most of these other religions place a high emphasis on attaining salvation or happiness. Salvation in Christianity is a gift. Works should be more of an outflow of a grateful heart for that gift and a desire to honor the One who saves. The difference is undeserved salvation by grace versus deserved reward. Growing up, I considered atheism versus belief in God more than other religions versus Christianity. This trip and some of the reading on these religions has certainly broadened my view of the world. It has personalized some of the things I had only read about before. Now I see these people more as individuals also seeking and believing what they believe on faith. I want to seek truth, and truth does not change based on what a person believes. I'm also thankful that God is on His throne, because I certainly am not qualified to judge!
My roommate, Sarah posted more thoughts on the trip at: http://sarahdill.blogspot.com/

Maybe the next post will be the story behind my scarf, or Thanksgiving in Illinois, or...